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The girl behind me is pretty hot, she is the girl that you have been eyeing for a year now. What should be done about this? I will most likely do nothing. I will be sitting here typing this while all the chances in the world are passing me by. And why? Nervousness? Shyness? Who knows what, but I will still be sitting here and regretting this decision I have made. She is pretty though.

Doing nothing is giving up before the race has started. I could speak to her are now if I wanted to or at lease try to anyway. I am choosing to give up. There are lots of steps before anything can start but the thing is that maybe I do not want to open this book, but she is pretty hot. So many things can be different but still the situation we be the same. I wish she would turn around a talk to me, but I can get everything that I want. I think I will be alone forever because of this. I don’t want to bother her ether, but maybe she wants a break. Who knows, but I will still be sitting here typing out pathetic cries for something to happen that will never be.

New paragraph that’s what I need. Start a new paragraph, yeah, maybe she will think that you are doing some thing productive instead of waiting for myself to do something. One hour until class, that’s sixty minutes or 3600 seconds. 3600 seconds left of waiting for me to do nothing. This is sad but that is the way it is. I accept this so openly. I am not even trying. I got to try right.

I just pictured myself trying talking to her. I am wasting away, you aren’t getting any younger or better looking, this opportunity is the best shot at her.

I need a walk, I am going to print this out just to get out.

Cool she looked at me when I walked passed. She was reading some sort of magazine.

Pathetic loser, I am.