I can't feel :(

Don't hand me anything, I will either squeeze it till it shatters or drop it on the floor. My emoticons don't even look right. It still looks like a semi colon and a left parentheses to me. The walls in my life are painted in colors I did not choose, just literally; nothing metaphorically symbolical euphemistic about that I think. Well, I don't know, I can't read words that aren't written. There are words that aren't written? Well how would I know they're there? I can't see them now can I? You learn something new every day. Like how euphemistic is an actual word, that surprised the Dickens out of me, both Charles and Emily. It was the best of ...something, yup all of it out.